A Stone of Remembrance

I wrote a blog a couple of years ago entitled, “Stones of Remembrance.”  The biblical context for this phrase is found in Joshua 4, where God commanded Joshua to set up stones of remembrance as reminders or monuments to His faithfulness and care.  Whenever I need a word of encouragement from the Lord, I look back on those moments in my life when He visited me, or encouraged me, or provided for me in a special way.  

This is one of those stones.  

I had just graduated from Bethany Bible College in Scotts Valley, California.  It was July, 1977.  I was married to Cathy. I had no job.  I had no prospects. Way to go, Mike.  

I tried desperately to find employment in some Christian ministry in the Los Angeles area (World Vision, David C Cook, among others).  No one was hiring.  Okay, Lord, what do I do now with my Bible degree?  Cathy and I need food, rent money, and clothing.  He led me into the animation industry, which is another stone of remembrance that I will share at a later time.  

My first job in the animation biz was in the Hanna-Barbera Ink & Paint department.  In the Old School days the Ink & Paint department was where cel-vinyl paint was applied to the back of celluloid sheets (“cels”), painting (“floating”) within xeroxed or hand-inked lines.

The job lasted three months, and then I was hired by Filmation Studios (Fat Albert, Mighty Mouse) as an assistant animator.  I was thrilled.  This job lasted until early December, when most of the artists in the industry were normally laid off for the winter until the networks decided on what shows they wanted to pick up for the Spring season.  

Now what?  

Cathy and I were living in an apartment on Burbank Blvd, and we were wondering how we were going to make ends meet over the Christmas season.  We prayed.  

I got my portfolio together––which now included five show concepts that I had written and drawn while working in the Ink & Paint department, with inked and painted character designs on cels for each show––and I hit the streets.  No one was hiring.  The industry was hibernating until Spring.  Even so, I dutifully and prayerfully went to various studios (mostly boutique commercial studios) applying for a job.  Any job.  

No soap.

Then as I was driving along Cahuenga Blvd and nearing the old Hanna-Barbera studio, I felt a prompting to turn into the parking lot.  As I pulled into the lot I noticed that it was nearly empty.  Not a good sign.  Undaunted, I went into the studio and went up to the receptionist’s desk. 

Sidebar.  For those who don’t know, Hanna-Barbera (founded by Joe Barbera and Bill Hanna) is the studio where Huckleberry Hound, the Flintstones, Yogi Bear, Jetsons, Scooby Do, and so many other animation hits were produced during the 1950s, 60s and 70s.  H&B, as it was called, was the Mecca for primetime television cartoon shows.

Back to the studio. I asked the receptionist if there was someone in the building to whom I could show my portfolio.  She smiled at me and said, “Let me see if Bill Hanna is available.”  Just like that.  I thought I’d misunderstood her.  She picked up her phone and dialed a number, and before I could grasp what was happening, I was being ushered into the office of one of my television heroes.

There was Bill Hanna sitting with his feet up on his desk (I’m not kidding).  The man who had created many of my favorite TV shows.  I was standing on holy ground.  Bill stood and greeted me warmly, then he asked to see what I had in my portfolio.  For the next hour and a half I described each show in detail.  Bill was impressed enough to call in several department heads to see my stuff.  He concluded the impromptu meeting with, “Is there anything we can give Mike to tide him over the layoff?”  

One man raised his hand.  Iraj Paran, head of the special projects department (coloring books, print ads, etc).  Iraj asked me to draw a 32 page coloring book, based on the studio’s CB Bears and Loud Mouse characters, which were then airing on Saturday mornings.  The job took me a couple months, and paid enough money to tide Cathy and I over the winter slump, until I was once again hired full time.  By the way, I still have that coloring book, a stone of remembrance to God’s special providence. 

I write this story because it continually reminds me of how good our God is.  He takes care of His children and leads them through thick and thin, working all things together for good in His perfect plan for our lives.  I’m sure that every child of God reading this blog has a pile of stones by now that commemorate God’s faithfulness during difficult and not so difficult times, memories to pass on to children and grandchildren.

Onward and Upward!     

But You Came

I imagine that most Christians would acknowledge that they’ve had doubts about their faith at one time or another––big doubts, little doubts.  I know I have.  There was a time, about two years after I put my faith in Jesus as my Savior, when I seriously doubted that faith.  

It was the summer of 1974.  I was a relatively new believer.  A friend of mine who was a struggling agnostic posed a question to me regarding the love of God that put me back on my heels.  I gave him a lame rejoinder but, truth be told, the question stumped me.  It stumped me so bad that the more I thought about it the more I descended into a growling pit of uncertainty and confusion.  And then I got angry with God about it.  

“Yeah, what about that, God?”  

And then I judged Him.  God couldn’t be a God of love.  I was done with being a Christian.  I threw a temper tantrum and walked away from the faith.  

God is a gentleman.  He said, in essence, All right, Michael, go your own way.

What followed was a descent into hell.  Not hell-hell, but maybe the tip of the iceberg, or fire-berg, if such a thing is possible.  I remember vividly the darkness that I felt in my soul.  It was a clawing, snarling, palpable darkness.  My soul writhed in anguish with no relief.  I was miserable.  I didn’t want to see anyone, talk to anyone, including Cathy.  We weren’t married at the time, thankfully, or I would have been a very poor husband.

The Bible speaks of hell as being a place of outer darkness (Matt 8:12, 22:13, 25:30).  Jesus spoke of Gehenna, a physical illustration of hell, where the “Worm dies not, and where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”  It will be a place of fiery torment, a perpetual burning.  

I believe that God allowed me to experience these phenomena to a limited degree, in order to give me a bitter taste of life without God.  It was frightening.

God left me alone (from my perspective) for three days and three nights.  Each day was worse than the day before.  And then God entered into the picture once again and spoke to me.  Not in the whirlwind, not in the earthquake or fire, but in a still small voice (1 Kings 19:11-13).  

Did He answer the question that so troubled me?  No.  Instead, He showed me Jesus.  In my mind’s eye I saw Jesus on the cross, bloodied and bruised, with all of man’s sins––my sins; all of man’s filth––my filth poured upon His bleeding shoulders as He suffered under the wrath of God the Father––the Just for the unjust.  God became a man and suffered the punishment that was due me.  If this isn’t a picture of love I don’t know what is.  

It was enough.  

I repented.  I stumbled out of that snarling pit, singed and bruised, and gazed heavenward.  I was thankful for God’s love and mercy.  My Redeemer lives!  

I immediately wrote a song called “But You Came,” which, when I first sang it at Village Christian Church, in Burbank, California, the church where Cathy and I were later married, I could not finish for the tears that overwhelmed me.  I sat in front of that congregation and wept after singing the following chorus:

But you came and you followed me,

You called my name so lovingly,

My little child, if you’d believe in me,

I would take your life and your burdens and set you free.

No, God didn’t answer my question back then.  It still remains, as do other questions that trouble the people of God.  But He gave me faith to trust Him until we see Him face to face.  On that day we will know the good that God worked through all of our doubts and pain and tears, through the loss of our loved ones, through our fears.  We will see Jesus in all His glory, and we will be like Him.   

What a day of rejoicing that will be!

Onward and Upward!      

Be Still

An incident occurred in a chilly autumn morning of 1973 when I was on my way to school.  I had just gotten out of the Marine Corps, and was a freshman in Bible college, eager to fill my head with knowledge.  God was about to teach me an extracurricular life lesson.   

I was living in a studio apartment amid the redwoods, high up in the hills above Mount Hermon, California.  I owned no car so each morning I would walk down to the main road and thumb for a ride.  God always provided a ride for me and I was never late to class.  As I was making my way down the winding road I saw an interesting scene ahead––a tableau framed by redwoods.  A large dog was barking at something in the middle of the road.  As I approached I saw that he was threatening a little beast––a mole.  For those who don’t know, moles are as near-sighted as bats.  For all intents and purposes, they’re blind.

The little guy was standing on its hind legs, its tiny paws raised in defiance as he put up a valiant defense.  The mole had the dog stumped momentarily, but I’m sure that in a few moments it would have gone the way of all flesh. 

At my approach the dog saw me and shied back.  It was just me and the little beast now, the dog looking on.  What to do?  There was a woodpile at the side of the road so I decided to put the mole in there for safety.  No way could the dog get him.  But how to get him there?  I didn’t want to get bitten, so I took off my windbreaker and put it over the mole and picked him up.  You would think the little guy would be grateful.  Instead, as I carried him over to the woodpile I could feel its raging fury in my hands.  It was snarling and hissing and scratching to get free.  Little did he know I was saving his life.

Good deed accomplished, I started back down the road, shrugging back into my jacket.  I got about twenty yards when the Holy Spirit quickened a thought in my mind.  Think about what you just did, Michael.  I stopped and looked back.  There was the dog still sitting in the road, looking a bit forlorn.  The Holy Spirit made clear that what had just happened was a parable for my life.  I am the mole.  The dog is the adversary, looking to devour me.  I cannot see him but he’s there with his bared fangs.  I also cannot see my heavenly Father who rescues me but He is there too.  He is omnipresent.  The adversary is no match for our great Savior as He lifts me out of harm’s way.  Even so, I fight and kick and snarl in my adverse circumstances, struggling, like Jacob, against God.

We all undergo trials and tribulations.  Without trying to make little of tragic events, God, as a rule, uses these to help us grow in sanctification, making us more and more like His Son Jesus.  Sometimes we behave well, trusting God to carry us through to safety.  Other times, however, we act like the little mole, fiercely snarling, and striking out in blind fury, grumbling at our circumstances.  But God is loving, He is patient, and though we cannot see Him, He is there.  He provides for us, He holds our hand, He is our refuge and carries us to safety when we are in trouble. 

               Be still and know that I am God (Ps 46:10).

Onward and Upward!     

His Eye is on the Sparrow

Every so often I think about an event that occurred when I was five years old, and when I do I remember the panic and terror accompanying it as though it happened yesterday.  What was that event? 

I almost drowned.

It was a hot day in summer.  When my dad was working at the Pentagon in Washington DC, my step-mother took my brothers and I to a public swimming pool.  The pool was crowded and I had not yet learned how to swim.  Like most swimming pools this one had a deep end for diving and a shallow end for splashing around.  Naturally, it was my intention to stay in the shallow end, so I clung to the edge of the pool.  All around me kids were squealing and hollering and splashing each other.  Everyone was having a good time.  Me too, until something dreadful happened.

I let go of the edge with the intention of bob-walking over to the other side (I’m sure everyone reading who has ever been in a swimming pool knows what I’m talking about).  As I bobbed in the water, allowing my body to momentarily float before touching bottom again and then pushing forward, I found that each time I touched bottom I was somehow in a little deeper.  It seemed that the slope of the pool bottom was luring me ever-deeper.  Strangely, I could do nothing about it.  The more I bobbed and tried pushing myself back to shallower water the deeper I got.  And then I was up to my nose. 

Contrary to public opinion, drowning is not typically something where a victim waves his arms and screams for help.  Drowning is a silent killer.  This was true in my case.  I did not scream.  I couldn’t, I was too panicked.  Kids were all around me having a blast and yet I was about to drown.  It happens thousands of times every year in the U.S. to kids and teens.  Even now I get the heebie-jeebies thinking about it.

And then something wonderful happened.  I believe it was a miracle.  Suddenly, out of nowhere a boy on an air mattress appeared alongside me and told me to hang onto the side.  I grabbed hold and he paddled me to the shallow end where I was able to once again take hold of the pool edge.  Kids were still squealing and hollering and splashing as though nothing had just happened. 

Let that sink in a moment.  A crowded pool, and the one kid with an air mattress sees my plight and rescues me.  I don’t know where the boy on the raft came from.  I hadn’t seen him earlier in the pool but there he was, a moment––the exact moment––before I would’ve gone under.  I didn’t see the boy afterward either.

I have shared other angel stories but I truly believe that this was one of God’s messengers, whether the messenger was angelic or a very observant kid with a servant’s heart.  It wasn’t my time to go, and God graciously dispatched one of His “ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation,” (Hebrews 1:14).

The takeaway for this little drama is that we serve a God who is omniscient, One who is omnipresent and all-powerful.  What’s more, He is a wise and loving God, holy in all His Triune Personhood, and He loves you and He loves me. 

“Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, you are of more value than many sparrows” (Matthew 10:29–31).

Dear one, God is watching over you and your loved ones.  His eye is on the sparrow; certainly He is watching over you.  Nothing will happen in your life, good or ill, apart from His will.  

“He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus” (Phil 1:6).

Be encouraged.

A Mocker’s Bold Prayer

Four days after we arrived at the brig in Rota, Spain, an incident occurred in town that would affect the five of us Christian Marines in amazing ways. A sailor was shot in the stomach with a .45. He was losing a lot of blood and needed donors––donors that were type A-positive. Like me.

It was late, almost lights out in the brig, when one of the guards on duty called out the four prisoners in the brig who had Type A-positive blood: myself, another prisoner whose name I can’t remember, Sixto Molina (one of the five Christian Marines from Naples), and Peewee. All four of us were “volunteered” to give blood that night.

The guard marched us over to the Dispensary where we were told to sit in the waiting area until the corpsman called us. Peewee was sitting across from Sixto and me. Immediately Peewee started digging at us because of our Christian faith. He’d read our story in the Stars and Stripes newspaper––“Bible Totin’ Marines Sentenced to Brig”––and knew that we were coming to the brig in Rota. He was waiting for us. He began to mock us, not for standing up for our beliefs but for having those beliefs in the first place. To his way of thinking, Christianity was a myth. Christians were idiots and hypocrites. I’d heard the drill before, mostly coming from my own mouth, a few months earlier.

I started sharing the gospel with him as best I knew how, giving him some R&R (Romans and Revelation). However, the more I explained the gospel the louder Peewee objected and mocked. He was filled with a hatred for God and Christians. The louder he mocked the more passionate and persistent I became, so much so that others in the waiting area began looking in our direction. I’m surprised the guard didn’t tell us to shut up.

Finally, the corpsman came out and said that he only needed two of us to give blood––me and the prisoner whose name I don’t recall. We were the two biggest guys. He told Sixto, who was of a smaller stature, and Peewee, who didn’t get his nickname for being a body builder, to go back to the brig.

Surprisingly, Peewee flew into a rage. He protested almost violently. Apparently the man shot in town was a friend of his, and he wanted to give him blood. He demanded it, in fact.

The corpsman told the guard to remove him without further delay. Sixto and Peewee were escorted back to the brig. This other prisoner and I were called into the corpsman’s room and told to sit down and wait our turn to give blood.

What I didn’t know at the time was that the Holy Spirit had been doing some heavy work in Peewee’s life. Hearing the gospel that night had touched some spiritual nerves. Unbeknownst to me or anyone else, after he was locked in his cell, he prayed a bold prayer: “God, if you’re real, I want to give blood to my friend tonight.”

Meanwhile, back at the Dispensary, I was sitting with a rubber tube tied around my arm with the corpsman about ready to insert a needle into my vein. Suddenly it occurred to me that I’d recently had a battery of shots in order to travel from Naples, Italy, to Rota. I told the corpsman this little detail. He cussed me profusely (you’re allowed to do that to prisoners, apparently). I told him that Sixto also had that same battery of shots. The corpsman, again using well-chosen expletives, told me to back to the brig and get that loudmouth Peewee.

You can see where this is going.

When I went into the brig I told the guard what had happened, and then I told Peewee to get dressed. They wanted him to give blood instead of me! Peewee came unhinged. He jumped onto the bars like an ape at the zoo and began shouting: “I just prayed that prayer! I just prayed that prayer! I just prayed that prayer!”

I was dumbfounded. It was truly amazing.

What’s even more amazing is that Peewee was discharged from the brig the very next day. I never saw him again. But we heard that the night he was discharged he was in a bar in town, standing on top of a table, shouting to everyone what had happened. He was witnessing to the power of God and answered prayers.

I don’t know what became of Peewee. I don’t know if he became a Christian. I do know that a mocker prayed an audacious prayer, a prayer that God graciously answered. Peewee gave his blood to save his friend from death, to give him life. Jesus gave His blood to save sinners like Peewee from eternal death, and give us eternal life. Let’s shout it from the rooftops like Peewee did.

Next blog – the Strong Man

A Warrior’s Lament

I am a warrior. I have been in many battles––small battles, fierce battles, long campaigns. I have been wounded and knocked down, given up for dead, but once again I am on my feet, holding shield and sword. I am tired, bone-weary, a bit disillusioned at the enormity of the battle, at the casualties. How long, O Lord? I gaze over the battlefield littered with the bodies of fallen heroes. They were mighty with sword and shield and finished well. And then I see the discarded weapons of once stout warriors who have fled.

I am tempted to join them.

But I won’t. I can’t. Though the battle continues to rage I still have my eyes on the prize. I can’t take my eyes off the prize. I won’t. Even so, I am pressed to head home and lay my sword beside my chair at the hearth, and stare into the flames.

Again I look around at the battlefield, can’t see anything through the fingering smoke. The gloom. I am alone, the last warrior standing. It seems that way. The battle smoke obscures vision, obfuscates direction, purpose, creates doubt and fear. Where am I? Who am I? Why am I?

Once again I am tempted to flee. But I stand.

Suddenly the smoky pall begins to lift. I see now that there are others who have not fled the battle. Fellow warriors. Their forms are hazy at first, their faces wan, their swords held in clenched fists. Even so, they stand. And then I see fingers of light breaking through the smoke, touching each of their heads, their faces lifting to the light––expectant, believing faces.

A profound joy floods my downcast soul.

Make your face to shine upon me, Lord. Be Thou my vision. Show me the next hill to take, the next fortification to breach, “for by You I can run upon a troop; and by my God I can leap over a wall.” For we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us, through Jesus Christ, our Lord and King.

Onward and Upward!

Angels Among Us

This post is retrieved from the archives of the unexplainable, a Twilight Zone episode from my past.  I tend to stay away from angel stories.  I imagine that most angel stories are the result of bad theology, fanciful thinking, bad pizza, or willful deception.  Let the discerning mind consider.

The Bible clearly teaches that there are two realities in the created order: the reality of the material universe that we can see, touch and smell.  And the reality of the invisible realm of the spirit, where supernatural beings dwell.  Angels, mostly, holy and fallen.

Angels are created beings, superior to man until we are glorified (Heb 2:7).  They are always referred to in the masculine gender in Scripture, never in the feminine.  We are not to worship them (Col 2:18).  John the apostle bowed down to worship one and was told, “Do not do that; I am a fellow servant of yours and of your brethren the prophets and of those who heed the words of this book; worship God” (Rev 22:9).  Neither are we to talk with “them”, unless, like Mary and Joseph, or Peter in prison, or John on Patmos, they are on a specific mission from God with a specific message from God to one of His children.  If an angel from heaven appears with a message, it had better line up with recorded Scripture (see Gal 1:8).

Angels, among other duties, are “ministering spirits, sent out to render service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation” (Heb 1:14).  They watch over believers (Matt 18:10).  The noun “angel” comes from the Greek angelos.  Basically it means “messenger,” one sent with a message.  The sender can be God, Satan, or man.

Angels sent by God are holy; they do not have “material bodies as men have.  They are either human in form, or can assume human form when necessary, cp. Luke 24:4, with verse 23, Acts 10:3 with verse 30” (Expository Dictionary of New Testament Words, Vine).  NOTE: Angels are NOT departed humans who get their wings when someone rings a bell (sorry, Frank Capra).  Pure fiction.  Hollywood and greeting cards are loaded with bogus angelology.

Angels that are sent by Satan are demonic, or fallen angels.  Devils can pose as angels of light, so when it comes to angels be wise (2 Cor 11:14).

Those “angels” sent by man are messengers.  They are sent by a church or organization with a message to another church or organization.  In the case of the seven angels in the opening chapters of Revelation, they may be angelic, or more likely refer to the human representative of the church—its elder, or overseer (Rev 2-3).

Scripture reveals that there are different classes of angels: seraphim (six-winged beings guarding the throne of God Is 6:2, 6); cherubim (multi-winged creatures involved in various redemptive processes of man); at least one archangel, Michael, the “great prince who stands guard over the sons of Israel” (Dan 12:1).  There may be other orders of angels or beings that are not revealed in Scripture, so we will not speculate about such things at this point.  This blog has to do with regular angels, the working class bunch.

All of this said, the following is a true story.  However, be discerning as you read.

When I was a young Marine stationed at Camp Lejeune, NC, my friend, fellow Marine and believer Gary, took a bus trip to Parris Island, SC, where my dad and family were stationed.  During the trip, Gary and I discussed Hebrews 13:2.  You know the verse, the one about angels among us.

Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by this some have entertained angels without knowing it (NASB).

What does it mean? we wondered.  We knew that it may primarily refer to itinerant ministers who need food and shelter, but could it also refer to the supernatural kind?  Are there really angels walking about looking like humans?  We knew that there were angels in spirit form all around us, but what about visible ones?  We turned to the passage in Genesis (18), where Abraham entertained three angels, One of whom was the Angel of the LORD, likely the pre-incarnate Christ.

We pondered this for awhile until we came into the station at Columbus, SC, where we were to transfer buses.

I need to set the stage here.  The station platform was large and crowed with people getting on and off buses.  Much hustle and bustle.  There were six-inch metal bumper rails (think hitching posts) separating the platform area from where the buses drove into their spaces and parked.  I was standing next to the rail on the platform side; Gary was standing on the bus side (don’t ask me why).  Our bus had not yet arrived.

As we chatted I looked across the length of the platform and saw an interesting sight at the far end.  Like I said, it was crowded.  I’m a tall guy, so I could see over the heads of most of the people.  Making a beeline toward me through the crowd (and I mean beeline), was a little white-haired old man.  His eyes were riveted on mine.  Even at the distance I could see in his eyes that he was on a mission.  I was his target.

People moved out of his way, he did not deviate from his path.  He came straight up to me, put out his hand and shook mine.  There was no hesitation or uncertainty in his voice: No, “may I have a moment of your time, sir?”  He just smiled broadly and pronounced, declaratively, “Isn’t the Lord wonderful!”  The way he’d said it was as though he knew that I was a believer.  I know that sounds kooky, but that’s how it seemed to me.

“Y-yes, He is,” I replied, taken aback.

And then it happened.  With the speed and agility of a wide receiver the little old man reached around me, took hold of Gary’s arm, and yanked him onto the platform, just as our bus barreled up to and stopped six inches from the parking rail!  I don’t know how he did it.  Gary would have been seriously hurt, if not crushed, had it not been for the intervention of the little man.  Then, before we could catch our breath, a second elderly man drew up next to the first one, and the two of them, wishing us Godspeed, walked away into the crowd.

Gary and I were stunned.  What just happened? we wondered.  Cue up the Twilight Zone theme.

You can be sure that Gary and I pondered this as we continued on our way south.  Were this little old man and his friend human messengers, one of whom was at the right place at the right time?  Or were they angelic beings sent by God to protect Gary from premature doom?  I don’t know.  One day I will.  What I do know is that God’s eye is on the sparrow, and He watches over His children day and night, and that He sends His ministering spirits to protect us, even when we might not be aware of it.

Thoughts?

Onward and Upward!

 

Out of Season

Years ago I flew from LAX to New York on one of my many business trips for Marvel Productions.  This particular trip I had a window seat.  Sitting next to me in the aisle seat was a young medical doctor of the Baha’i faith.  I know this, because as we flew over Chicago he asked if he could lean over and look out the window to see the Baha’i temple located in WiImette, Illinois (one of nine Baha’i temples in the world).  I don’t know how he expected to see anything at 35,000 feet, but I told him to be my guest.  He thanked me, sat back in his seat after viewing whatever, and then told me a little about himself and his beliefs.  I told him about Jesus.

Briefly, for those who do not know, the Baha’i faith teaches that there have been several divine messengers over the millennia, each one addressing the need of a particular group of people at a particular time.  Included in the list of messengers are Abraham, Moses, Jesus, Muhammad, Krishna, Buddha, and Baha’u’llah, the founder of the Baha’i faith.    

The Baha’i faith posits three unities at its core: the unity of God, the unity of religion, and the unity of humanity.  Concerning the unity of God, God is One (there is no Trinity), He is all powerful, omniscient, omnipresent, and Creator.  Sadly, He is inaccessible.  That is, He is transcendent over creation, mindful of what goes on here, but there is no direct access to Him.   

With the unity of religion there is the belief that all religions come from God.  Each one is a divine manifestation for a time and place and purpose, and each one, in its own way, points to and leads back to God.  Each religion has validity and merit.   

Finally, the unity of humanity holds that there is a universal brotherhood of Man.  All men are equal in God’s sight, regardless of race, creed or religion.  Anything such as nationalism, race-, gender-, political-, social-, financial-, or caste-based hierarchies, are seen as impediments to the unity of man. 

There is much merit in these three unities, and they may sound good to many in today’s pluralistic and relativistic world.  It all sounded good to the young doctor sitting beside me, but, concerning Baha’is views on the unity of religion, I told him gently that all roads do not lead to God.  Only one does.  That piqued his interest.

Jesus said, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father but through Me” (John 14:6).

One might ask how a carpenter from Nazareth could have the audacity to say such a thing.  How exclusionary can you get!  Unless it is true.

According to Scripture, Jesus is the only begotten (not made) Son of God.  It was through Jesus that God spoke the galaxies and worlds into existence, and they are held together by the word of His power (Heb 1:2-3, Col 1:17).  All the fulness of the Godhead dwells in Him (Col 1:19).  Through Jesus God has spoken to us in these last days (Heb 1:2)).  In short: Jesus can say anything He wants, and whatever He says is truth!

I told the young doctor that Jesus came to earth to give His life as a ransom for many.  Through the death and resurrection of His Son, God has made the way for sinful man to be reconciled to Him.  He has opened the veil that once separated us.  Through Jesus God is not only approachable but He brings us into glorious sonship, whereby we cry, “Abba, Father!”

Nothing that man can conceive; no religion, no matter how reasonable or egalitarian it may sound, can save from everlasting hell.  No religion can reconcile sinful man to holy God.  To believe otherwise is foolish.

For the remainder of my flight I shared the gospel with the doctor.  I told him that Jesus loved him, had died, was buried, and was resurrected for him.  He listened.  The Holy Spirit was clearly at work in this man’s life, for by the end of the flight he had decided to follow Jesus, the only way of salvation.  At 35,000 feet he saw the Way into the holy of holies in a temple not made by human hands, where he could worship the one true God in spirit and in truth.

The point of this anecdote is not that we badger everyone we come in contact with the gospel, but that we should be ready when the Spirit opens an opportunity.  We should “preach the word; be ready in season and out of season” (2 Tim 4:2).  God used me that day not because I was a super saint, but because I was willing to be used, out of season. 

This world, particularly our young people, desperately needs to hear the truth of the gospel spoken in love, lived out in daily activity.  All roads do not lead to heaven.  As Jesus said, “the broad way leads to destruction” (Matt 7:13).  Only as we enter through the narrow gate of Jesus Christ do we find life.  We find true Light. 

As Christ followers, we are bearers of that Light.  I confess that I was bolder in my earlier days.  The command to make disciples of all nations burned brightly in me.  I pray that the fire that once compelled me to share the gospel with people like the young doctor, would be fanned into flame by the breath of the Holy Spirit.  I pray this on behalf of anyone reading this, as well.

Onward and Upward!

Christian Marines Under Fire

Washington-Praying-Etching-e1413464034612“All who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will be persecuted,” (2 Tim 3:12).

Paul wrote this to Timothy from the Mamertine prison in Rome not long before he was martyred for his faith.  Paul never condemned the Roman government, though it was the Romans who ended his life.  Jesus never condemned the Romans, either.  He stated that it’s the world that hates Him, and therefore it will hate His followers.

Nothing has changed since then.  The world still hates Jesus and it hates Christians.  It doesn’t matter what cultural context we are in––the workplace, ministry, neighborhood, beauty salon––if we are salt and light we will be persecuted to some degree, whether snubbed mildly, ridiculed loudly, beaten or even martyred for our faith.  Persecution is inevitable.  How should we then live?  Jesus, Paul, and Peter tell us that we are to love our enemies, and to pray for them.  Difficult to do, granted.  But love them we must. 

My first encounter with persecution took place while I was serving in the Marine Corps.  Again, it could just as well have been at the local shoe store or Jack in the Box.  As I mentioned in my last blog (Honeymoon) some of the men in the barracks ridiculed those of us who had become Christ followers.  This went on for weeks.  It didn’t bother us; in fact, we were emboldened by it.  And then one morning I was ordered to report to one of the officers.  He said:      

“Joens, I want you to keep Jesus Christ behind doors on Sunday mornings, where He belongs.  Is that understood?”

The way he’d said Jesus Christ, was like a curse.  

I was raised in a Marine Corps family.  Growing up, I loved the Marines.  I was always proud of my dad’s thirty-three year service––World War 2, Korea, Vietnam.  To build upon his legacy I enlisted in the Marines to prove to myself that I, too, could be one of the Few, the Proud.  I graduated Boot Camp as the platoon honor man, and recipient of the dress blues award.  I am still proud of the Marines.  I thank God for the sacrifices they make to preserve freedom in our nation.  But on that morning it was foremost on my mind that the laws of God take precedent over the orders of 1st Lieutenants.  I answered respectfully:

“No sir.  I serve God, Country, and Corps in that order, not the reverse.”

I was dismissed.

I don’t believe that this was typical of the Marines.  When I was in boot camp I was given a New Testament, though I was not a believer at the time.  Clearly the idea of religion coexisting with the military was accepted.  The establishment of the military chaplaincy, dating back to 1791 by act of congress, was the basis for it.

No, this was not a Marine issue, this was a man issue.

From the morning of that interchange with my superior officer hostility grew against the tiny knot of Christian Marines.  The ridicule and ostracizing was now more virulent.  Handing out Gospel tracts to the men was forbidden.  And added to these there was now a clear double standard when it came to barracks inspection.  Non-Christians were left to decorate their rooms with contraband, pornographic and otherwise, whereas Christians were told to remove anything of a religious nature.  Tension in the barracks mounted.     

Matters came to a head one morning on the quarterdeck.  Two other Marines and myself were waiting to be posted on guard duty, one of whom had come to Christ a few weeks earlier.  He was nicknamed Lurch because of his enormous size.  Another of the Marines on deck (whom I will call Tom) picked a verbal fight with him.  Tom, no doubt emboldened by the recent tone in the barracks, told Lurch that he couldn’t be a Christian and a Marine at the same time.  Lurch disagreed.    

Tom pressed his point.  He said that if Lurch was a genuine believer he would take off his gun belt and serve Christ.  It was a challenge.  A gauntlet thrown.

To everyone’s astonishment, Lurch removed his gun belt and set it down on the desk before the Sergeant of the Guard.  Then he went upstairs to tell the CO what he had done.  Tom looked at me.        

WIthout giving it a thought, I took off my gun belt and set it before the Sergeant of the Guard.  I am not a conscientious objector, nor were any of the other Christian Marines.  We had all enlisted.  Five of us put down our gun belts that day in a united stand against the anti-Christian opposition in the barracks.  What we did was out of conviction for our new faith in Christ.  If we could not be Marines and Christians at the same time then we would be Christians.

We would soon pay for that decision.

Speaking for myself, with forty-three years of spiritual maturity behind me, I may have done things differently.  We were young.  The majority of us were less than two months old in our faith and sanctification.  Had I to do it over, I hope that with God’s grace and power I would have endured unto blood, that I would have borne up (Grk hupomone) under the mounting persecution.  But right or wrong I did what I thought was right at the time.  God is my judge.  And as we shall see in future blogs, “God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28).

Next blog: Special Court Martial

Honeymoon

lacco-ameno-ischia-conde-nast-traveller-2may14-stefano-scataHoneymoons are typically filled with joy, intimacy, and discovery between a husband and wife as they begin their new life together.  Likewise, the weeks immediately following my Christian conversion were like a honeymoon.

In those early days of my spiritual journey, I experienced a joy that I never thought existed.  As I devoted myself to the daily study of His Word and to prayer, the discoveries I made concerning the Person and Work of Christ, served to deepen my relationship with Him.  I enjoyed an intimacy with the Father that was like a well of living water.  Life was good!

Every day the Spirit spoke powerfully to me from the pages of His living Word.  Justification, redemption, sanctification were but a few biblical concepts that impassioned my hunger and thirst to know more about my salvation.  I could not get enough of the Bible.  Further, I could not get enough fellowship with believers, either in our rooms or off-barracks meeting places.      

TIMES OF REFRESHING

On liberty weekends we would head over to Carney Park, a park outside Naples that had been developed for use by military personnel.  There we barbecued hamburgers and played softball or tag football, played guitars and shared the Gospel with military personnel that frequented the park.  Sometimes we went over to Ischia, an island at the northern edge of the Gulf of Naples, which at the time was gloriously bereft of American tourists (they mostly went to Capri).  We camped on the beach, sang Christian songs around a bonfire, hiked and generally exulted in our youth and newfound faith. 

But mostly we spent our liberties downtown at the Serviceman’s Center, home of Jesse and Nettie Miller who were missionaries to servicemen.  There we met fellow believers off the Fleet or permanent personnel, played ping pong or chess or shared testimonies while waiting for a good home cooked meal provided by Nettie and her helpers.  Afterward we would gather in a circle and listen to Jesse teach.  Before heading back to the barracks we would go into the little in-house book store and purchase the latest Bible or music tapes or learning materials.  In those early days I added a Thompson Chain study Bible and a Scofield to my burgeoning library, along with the then popular Late Great Planet Earth and other books on end-time prophecy.  They were truly times of refreshing. 

CONVERSIONS

Those early weeks were also heady days of evangelism.  What began with Terry and Mike leading me to Christ in Mike’s room, soon became a handful of committed Christians, with many others in the barracks dropping by our rooms to ask questions, listen to our Bible studies and songs of praise.  The Holy Spirit revival that began on the beaches of California then sweeping across the United States was now blowing through the Marine Barracks, Naples, Italy. 

I think the devil was caught napping. 

We handed out Chick tracts (This Was Your Life, and Holy Joe) on the streets of Naples, to servicemen, prostitutes, cab drivers, as well as the carabinieri (Italian police) with whom we stood guard, employing our pigeon Italian as best we could.  We left tracts on post for the next guard cycle of Marines to read.  By the way, this latter activity was not allowed, but Marines left all manner of contraband on post, so we did the same.  Our witness was known all over the barracks.   

DARK CLOUDS LOOM

It was truly a season of joy.  However, whenever God does a work in a person, persons, or region in the world, the devil may be counted on to mount a counter-offensive.  A counter-offensive that is usually designed to shut up witnesses, intimidate them, or to lock them up.  Such an offensive was mounting in the barracks. 

Persecution may take many forms: ostracizing, verbal abuse, physical abuse, loss of job, and of course martyrdom.  With that handful of young believers it began with mild persecution––mostly name-calling from fellow Marines.  We were told by a couple of men who later became believers the kinds of things that were spoken about us behind our backs.  It’s to be expected.  A verse has always given me pause to think, as well as to evaluate my walk with Christ.  It was written by the Apostle Paul to his young protege, Timothy, before he was executed.

Indeed, all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will be persecuted (2 Timothy 3:12).

It seems pretty straight forward, doesn’t it?  Godliness produces persecution.  We don’t have to search for it, it will find us.  Because the world hates Jesus it will hate His followers too.  If Christians hide their faith under a basket, or keep their salt in shakers, there is little danger of persecution.  However, as young and somewhat radical and naive followers of Christ, who were not ashamed of Gospel, we were about to be tested in ways that would change the course of our lives.  We had become targets.

Next Blog: THE COUNTER OFFENSIVE